I sipped my iced juice as I swung my legs over Cynthia’s
lap, getting comfortable on her soft red couch. She ran her hands through her
short blonde hair, seeming so beautiful despite the fact she wasn’t doing anything
except simply flicking through Netflix shows.
How did I get so lucky to have Cynthia as my best friend?
“Ugh, there’s like, nothing good.” Cynthia whined.
I grabbed the remote from her. “Then let’s not watch TV.”
Cynthia shrugged. “Alright. Chris, are you ready fro
tomorrow?”
“I don’t want to talk about school,” I groaned. “I want it
to just be over with already.”
“We’ve had some good times,” Cynthia looked at me. “What
classes are you talking?”
I scowled. “I thought I said I don’t wanna talk about
school. School is my own personal hell.”
This made Cynthia giggle. “Just answer me. I want to know if
we have classes together.”
I caved and pulled up my schedule for the next day up on my
phone. “First period I have physics, second I have mathematics, third I have to
study hall, fourth I have English twelve, fifth I have lunch. After lunch I’m
allowed to leave.”
Ah, the perks of being a senior. The wait was finally over:
the final year of my high school life. Then I’ll be able to go to a three year
college, get a meager job, and hopefully get a terminal illness before the age
of 30.
“We have English and lunch together,” Cynthia smiled
brightly. “I hear that the new English teacher is really sexy.”
I snorted. “Right. And how would you know?”
“Angelina told me, she saw the teachers at freshman
orientation. Didn’t tell me if it was a girl or guy, but I’m assuming guy.”
Cynthia stared into my chocolate eyes.
I sighed quietly. “Not interested. I’m more concerned with
getting crunk at parties.”
Cynthia laughed smoothly. “Shut up. We both know you're a
secret dork.
“Secret nerd, maybe. Don’t tell Musa.”
Musa, or Muse, was one of my best friend. And he definitely
had a crush on Cynthia, which was cute and disgusting at the same time.
Cynthia pushed my legs off as she stood. “You have to leave
soon. It is a school night, after all.”
I groaned obnoxiously. “Don’t go all mom on me, for the love
of god.”
“Remember that you have to dress up for church next week,
and then we’ll go to a potluck family reunion after.” Cynthia giggled.
“I said mom, not annoyingly white.” I pursed my lips.
Cynthia pulled me off the couch as we walked upstairs, the
overly warm main room. With my amazing luck, Cynthia was wearing a tank top and
bossty shorts, and I admires her as we walked.
If she weren’t straight, I’d easily go after Cynthia.
“It's only 5 o’clock,” I murmured sadly. “Lemme stay the
night.”
Cynthia just shook her head. “Your mom will be worried, you
know it, Chris.”
I cringed at the mention of my mom. “My mom gives zero fucks
about me. All she does is lay in bed all day, and when I try to help her, she
resists.”
Cynthia expression softened. “Depression is difficult bug to
deal with.”
I shook my head, running my hand through my long dark hair.
I’m not taking about this.”
Cynthia smiled apologetically. “Sorry. I just want you to
understand that she does love you, she just can't show it.”
I exhaled, the overwhelming southern heart giving me a
headache. “Yeah, yeah, whatever. I’ll go home and say my prayers.”
Cynthia opened up the front door for me, a slight breeze
thankfully greeting the home. “You do that. See you at school tomorrow, Chris!”
I was out the door by the time Cynthia said the last part,
and when she did, I gave her the finger, a sign of true love.
The last thing I wanted to do was to go through yet another
year of high school, do pointless classwork, and sit through lectures when
you're running on 3 hours of sleep. I craved freedom, and I craved it bad.
But freedom was just going to have to wait. And that day
before senior year, I had no idea what I was in for. I had no idea my life
would be altered forever.
Either way, I mindlessly wandered home that warm summer
evening, the perfect gold sun setting behind mango clouds. I inhaled happily,
not wanting summer to draw to an end. I’d made so many memories with my
friends, that particular summer, and school felt like the roadblock into a life
permanently like this.
Once home, I was surprised to see Kaira standing at the
stove. “Kai!”
My older sister turned around, her shiny hair illuminated,
her features relaxed and comforting as always. “Hey, Chri.”
I took off my shoes and darted over to my sister. She was
abroad all summer preparing for her first year of college, which was of course
up north.
“Making me dinner?” I asked sweetly.
Kaira rolled her eyes. “I was making spaghetti for me, but I
suppose you could join.”
“Yay!” I cheered, trotting over to the dining room table. I
always turned into such a kid around Kaira, maybe because she was always there
for me, especially when we were little. When dad died, it hit us all hard, and
Kai took over the role as my mini mom.
“Are you ready for senior year tomorrow?” Kaira asked from
the kitchen.
I rolled my eyes. “No. school is bullshit.”
“You are such a brat sometimes,” Kaira teased, coming over
and kissing my head. I stuck my tongue out in response.
“And you're such a nerd.”
Kaira shrugged, going back to stirring the pasta. “Hey, my
honors diploma got me into John Hopkins University.”
I scrolled through twitter. “Yeah, about that, why did you
go to a northern school?”
Kaira sighed heavily. “I’m sorry I’m so far away, Chri. But
you know they have the best medical science programs in the country.”
“Whatever,” I sang, pretending to be happy for her. “As long
as you're having fun.”
Kaira flicked off the oven, causing my stomach to growl in
anticipation. “Loads. I’ve made so many friends in Hopkins, to be honest.
Including a really hot English major.”
I raised my eyebrows at her “They have English programs at
Hopkins?”
“Apparently,” Kai said. “Either way, I think they're
teaching down here. If you're lucky, they’ll be your teacher.”
I pretended to care. “Sounds good. Is food almost ready?” I
whined.
Kaira came into the small dining room, carrying a bowl of
spaghetti. “Yep. Dig in. you’ve got a big day tomorrow.”
I ignored her, focusing on my food. “Shut up.”
After dinner, Kaira had to leave. “Please stay for little
longer?”
Kai hugged me tightly. I can't. I’ll miss you, Chris. Don’t
cause any trouble. I’ll be back before you know it.”
With that, my older sister drove off, leaving me alone
again. Leaving me to wonder what was going to happen the next day.





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