I STILL LOVE YOU | MODUPEOLUWA

Why does everywhere smell like you

I burnt all your pictures 

But memories  of you stick to the walls of my room

Every night I scream silently hugging  my pillow 

Checking my phone constantly if there can be a text from you

I thought  you only left me

But I was wrong coz my heart left with you

Now, I have lost focus

For every day I go crazy about you

When I get on a bus, I see us sitting at the back seat 

Fighting  over who would sit beside  the window

And when I pass by the ice-cream shop

I'll see us walking out while laughing

It's hard to move on coz everywhere  reminds me of you

I fake like I don't love you anymore 

But my  emotions  keep going against me

I don't care  to know if u have moved on

But my heart ache to have a glimpse  of you 

I secretly  wish that  I could see you just once

 maybe we could sort things out

And give our love another chance

I can't keep my mind off you

The thought of you being with another girl kills me

The affection, care and all aren't meant for another girl

Call me selfish but I don't care

Though I hate to admit it 

But  all I want is to be with you

Because I still love you

©Modupeoluwa